i’ve been so rediculously bored and uninspired lately so I decided to shave my eyebrows, but chickened out halfway through, so i just ended up shaving half. eh.. so now i can draw the ends up nina hagen style.
but hey on the bright side! i’m trapped in a snowy snowy hell!!!……..
aaand i work the rest of the week. til 9pm. and on saturday. so pretty much no hanging out with my friends ever again for me!
i told my boss i can’t work 7 days a week. i live an hour away, i need to work like 5 days a week at most. or i’ll kill myself. because i hate it so much. 5 days a week is just enough not to kill me but not so little that i don’t make enough money. i think she got pissed when i told her, but who cares. maybe she’ll fire me and i’ll have enough time to look for a better job.
gonna start drawing again. i’m gonna bring my colored pencils and markers and sketch book to work so i can draw on my break instead of watching tv. i need to buy a lock for the lockers in the coat room so i actually have somewhere to leave it..
i’ve spent the last 3 days at pauls because i can’t drive home. but i have to go home tonight because i have work tomorrow. i feel really weird without him. i don’t want to go home knowing i’m going to be sleeping without him for the next 3 nights and maybe 4 if my boss makes me fucking work sunday again…goddamnit.
ok. i’m gonna try to be happy and drink my tea then maybe i’ll take a bath.